oh btw

maybe im back....

so I haven't blogged in two months. Like I said in the beginning, I'm more of a blog reader, then an actual blogger. But hey....

I mostly have not blogged, well becuz....will get to it


So I maybe back, I say maybe because its hard for me to keep up with stuff. I'm a Pisces, meaning I'm dreamy....always changing my mind. But one reason why I am back is because I often talk about how I am feeling to my number one confidont...Lee...she knows who she is. Plugger: sorry to all my other loves, besties, etc. I love you all just as much but for some reason I am drawn to talking to her thru bbm about everything. Back to the program..... well I sure she's not feeling this, but I understand when people get tired of hearing an issue or reoccurring theme. So i may write now just so I can reread for myself and "hear" myself.

But anyway, I am no longer single. Even after the loving single moment I had, I am some how back with the same dude. I know I KNOW! after all he bullshit right. Well this love hate thing we have is something serious, and shaking it is 100% easier said then done.

well that's all for now, I just wants to share....I'm sure no one is reading but that's cool. its just for me :)