nothing

I have not written anything because my dating life as come to a complete halt.
I haven't even met anyone new. And I am actually ok with this. I am taking some much needed time to just be with me, and learn that being with me is ok.
Sounds cliche but when you have been in a long relationship you often forget your sense of self. Everyday you live for the other person. While this is fine and dandy, I am too young to not know who I am.
Sure I know who I want to be, and things like that. But I am working on wanting those things and being ok with achieving them by myself. Not worrying about how the next stage in my life is going to affect my partner.

I am proud to say that I have gotten to the point, where I am not constantly wondering
if I made the wrong choice by choosing to complete leave my ex alone. We had a discussion and he understands that this is something that I need to do. I am taking this day by day.
Today I'm ok if we don't get back together any time soon. Tomorrow is open for questioning.