OK, so its been three months since the end, and Im already talking to new people and mingling. It sounds all good, but Im starting to wonder if I started to early. I mean me and Him were together for a long time, and I dont know if I've actually given myself time to completely assess the relationship. (oh I forgot to mention that I actually went to see a therapist a month after the end, I think thats why Im more over it then I thought I would be). But anyway....
I don't think Ive had time to just think of only me at all times, esp since I'm already starting to like( not good) one of the people. I'm suppose to be giving myself a year to be single, then after that if something is to happen OK, if not hopefully I wont be complaining. But since I kinda like this guy..lets call him Mr. A(at least for now, details about this lata), I'm not sure about my deadline.
screw it, I'm sticking to it. And I think I'm going to fall back a little on Mr. A. Just a tad, I like him and I wouldn't mind him being there after the year mark. But as for talking to other men, mmm...maybe a date or two but nothing really more then that(unless there's some like DEEP chemistry that we both cant shake). I need to just be alone, for now. And finally get my life together...I have so much to worry about(getting a job, grad school etc), and men can complicate it all.
ok so theres my peace about that....mmmm...for now..
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